You must be the change you wish to see in the world. --Mahatma Gandhi
...even when you can't feel deep in your heart any words of encouragement, just believe in your dream and your heart will finally show you the way =)
Thursday, May 28, 2009
10:15 PM
it's friday tomorow =D
okay,
life's going on normal..
i think..
well, not entirely normal..
that tiny fact is just enough to blow things up for me..
i'm havin headaches just because of it..
disgusted +
annoyed + etc.
= headaches
i'm sure no one understands what i'm typing..
i'm doing this so often these days..
mumbling to myself,
hoping after what i said everything would stop,
or at least 'it' wouldn't exist at all..
gosh..
i feel like im between a hard rock and a hard place..
yet i'm not..
just turn away, turn away man..
recently i dreamt..
i dreamt of running away from somebody..
i was running very fast..
but somehow that person seems to catch up..
when you dream, you won't feel the fatigue from running..
but there's still emotions & feelings in you..
i felt the strange kind of fear..
fear that the person would harm you..
fear the person could recognise you when seen.....
at least that's in a dream..
but..
i felt a similar fear in reality..
though it's hidden deep inside me..
i was still afraid of something, someone..
leave me alone